forever a crush of mine
Oh my god, I love this so hard. (Click the link if you need a bigger version!)
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"But he understood at last what Dumbledore had been trying to tell him. It was, he thought, the difference between being dragged into the arena to face a battle to the death and walking into the arena with your head held high. Some people, perhaps, would say that there was little to choose between the two ways, but Dumbledore knew - and so do I, thought Harry, with a rush of fierce pride, and so did my parents - that there was all the difference in the world."
— J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (via obliviateme)
Kittens rescued by US Marines in Afghanistan
Yes this can absolutely be on my blog on Memorial Day.
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The Human Condition
I learn more about myself every day. My capacity to love, to hate, to be lazy, and to create. Among other things. Sometimes I get so fired up about things that I become blinded to the truth. Sometimes I become so apathetic, I see the truth and wave at it as it saunters past. I have no real excuses for my behavior thus far. Since everything that happened in March, I’ve been on a steady decline. I have no real reason for this, but I can only say that perhaps because my heart was hurting that my subconscious mind wanted the rest of me to hurt too.
This cycle of failure is part of the human condition in a lot of ways. “This has happened before and it will happen again”. I’m trying to break the cycle of trying and failing. If I do not do this and do it successfully, I will die. There are no other if’s, and’s, or butt’s about. I truly believe that part of my subconscious wanted this to become a reality. That is a scary thought, but it’s honest. I have so much good in my life, I do. I have some of the best friends that anyone could want, I have a family that despite its many flaws seems to care deeply about me. I’m passionate about my music and a lot of things. But part of me can’t seem to be touched by that. I can’t explain it. Maybe there are some things in my past that I haven’t forgiven myself for. Maybe there is a repressed memory of some horror that is causing it.
I know all of this stuff is pretty heavy. But you guys are my friends and my family. I love you and trust you. I need to say these things. I need to get them out or I will incinerate myself from the inside out. And I think having said them now, it will help me move beyond it all, and to right the ship properly as it were. Thanks for listening :).
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